ANGER MANAGEMENT
>> Monday, July 20, 2009
ANGER MANAGEMENT. This is what I need.
Lately, I think (I think only la) that I have transformed from a very calm guy (relatively) into a very hot-tempered monster. Every single tiny conflict will spark rage in me and I'll start to curse and yell and shout and complain and go on and on and on about it. This has got to come to an end before I get myself into any serious matter, eg. a fist fight with a Russian mafia that will kill me instantly (not that I have the balls to fight a Russian mafia, lol)Grrr... I wonder what is causing me to over-react to every single thing...
First of all, I got into a fight with dad. It has been hours and soon it will become days before we even talk to one another. What causes it is no longer important. But do I think that I am right. Oh yesss... of course, CK is always right. Am I right? Hahahaha... But still, I didn't think that I've made any comments which is too rough or too ugly for the ear to listen so I am not at fault for this.
This morning, I over-reacted again in college. Its the STUPID library this time. Other people/group are allowed to extend their hours for the discussion room, starting from 9 in the morning up until 3 in the afternoon. That is fine. I tried to renew the room I accessed and I was denied renewal because I went late in renewing it. So what the fuck is this. You know what, I am going to college tomorrow, early in the morning, be the first person to step into the library, get a room and book it for the entire day up until 7 in evening, until they close. I'll see if that bitch has anything to say to me. If it is allowed today, it must be allowed tomorrow. Grrr... I am not ready to lose this fight, and I ain't losing it.
P/S: That bitch called us back 5 minutes later after we were denied access to the discussion room through cellphone to tell us that they had made a mistake and that we can have the room. TOO LATE. (scared of me already hor? just you wait)
Nothing related to anger management. I went and visit the temple at Kampar road to pray to the ... I am not sure what to type here. Buddha right, buddha I think. My first visit there. Hmmm... spent about 20 minutes there and received a string to tie on my right hand (for blessing or something like that).
Its final week of college for me. 4 more days to go. 3 more days of exams. Busy preparing myself for the exam, so I guess my next update will be on Friday. Guess the first thing I will do after exam on Friday is go for another (yet another) motorcycle ride around Penang island. Then head to beach. Get myself a decent dinner at a decent restaurant, solo (unless someone, preferably young and pretty and innocent girls who wants to join me, hahaha [stop dreaming CK]) and head back to sleep like a pig. We shall see if all that does really happen.
Lately, I think (I think only la) that I have transformed from a very calm guy (relatively) into a very hot-tempered monster. Every single tiny conflict will spark rage in me and I'll start to curse and yell and shout and complain and go on and on and on about it. This has got to come to an end before I get myself into any serious matter, eg. a fist fight with a Russian mafia that will kill me instantly (not that I have the balls to fight a Russian mafia, lol)Grrr... I wonder what is causing me to over-react to every single thing...
First of all, I got into a fight with dad. It has been hours and soon it will become days before we even talk to one another. What causes it is no longer important. But do I think that I am right. Oh yesss... of course, CK is always right. Am I right? Hahahaha... But still, I didn't think that I've made any comments which is too rough or too ugly for the ear to listen so I am not at fault for this.
This morning, I over-reacted again in college. Its the STUPID library this time. Other people/group are allowed to extend their hours for the discussion room, starting from 9 in the morning up until 3 in the afternoon. That is fine. I tried to renew the room I accessed and I was denied renewal because I went late in renewing it. So what the fuck is this. You know what, I am going to college tomorrow, early in the morning, be the first person to step into the library, get a room and book it for the entire day up until 7 in evening, until they close. I'll see if that bitch has anything to say to me. If it is allowed today, it must be allowed tomorrow. Grrr... I am not ready to lose this fight, and I ain't losing it.
P/S: That bitch called us back 5 minutes later after we were denied access to the discussion room through cellphone to tell us that they had made a mistake and that we can have the room. TOO LATE. (scared of me already hor? just you wait)
Nothing related to anger management. I went and visit the temple at Kampar road to pray to the ... I am not sure what to type here. Buddha right, buddha I think. My first visit there. Hmmm... spent about 20 minutes there and received a string to tie on my right hand (for blessing or something like that).
Its final week of college for me. 4 more days to go. 3 more days of exams. Busy preparing myself for the exam, so I guess my next update will be on Friday. Guess the first thing I will do after exam on Friday is go for another (yet another) motorcycle ride around Penang island. Then head to beach. Get myself a decent dinner at a decent restaurant, solo (unless someone, preferably young and pretty and innocent girls who wants to join me, hahaha [stop dreaming CK]) and head back to sleep like a pig. We shall see if all that does really happen.
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