FWAKKK, I am a digrace to myself...

Sigh... I am really sad about my results. Well, I was obviously very shocked with what I've achieved. Hmmm... they claimed that I did badly for my finals which affected the whole GPA for the subject. But I do wonder at times, how bad could I have done to deserve this? Come on, 25.1 for my finals. Shit... this is real shit. I barely passed my finals for the first time in my entire diploma? And its for a freaking paper which is so dumb? Well, I don't really care anymore. I am tired being concerned about every single thing related to college. Fwak them!!! I don't care if you're gonna reassess my papers and change the grade, for better or for worse whichever case that may be. I don't freaking care anymore if my CGPA dropped and deteriorated so badly. I just have a few things to say. ONE THING IS FOR SURE though, I can shout to the whole wide world that I am out of that shitty place and I am no longer related to that college anymore. I AM NO LONGER A STUDENT OF KDU COLLEGE, Penang campus!!! Wooo hoo...

Few things I want to say. I truly regretted my actions. Well, I am really pissed off with myself for listening to that bitch. Any way you guys see this, I don't give a damn if you feel that I really did badly and is putting the blame on the lecturer or the second marker. I regretted my actions for following every freaking instructions, that bitch's instructions on how to answer the paper. I fwakking regret it. It made me looked like a fool for listening to her and did so badly for the exam. Hell, if I had not listen to her, I guess I'd have done better. Even if I did not fared well by doing things my way, the least was I won't look or even feel like a fool. Arghhhh!!!!

For what its worth, I should be ashamed with myself. Well, I am partially at fault here but I did gave it my best shot. I tried my fwakking best and now, I feel as if I've let down everyone, every single friends or peers who thought that I'd have done well. Fwakkk, it seems to me that, in my very own perception, I am a disgrace to my secondary school. A DISGRACE. Haiz... I wonder how long its going take for me to get over this.

Meanwhile;

I NEED TO FIND A JOB.
I WANT TO GO TO AUSTRALIA FOR MY DEGREE.
I AM ADDICTED TO GOSSIP GIRL (the drama series)
I am off to bed to get my afternoon nap now.

ARGGHHHHH...



I AM STILL PISSED OFF WITH MY RESULTS...