Turn Back Time
>> Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I said I wanted to have a long holiday before I begin with my degree or any other works. Well, even before the holidays for my diploma-mates are over, I am dying of boredom at home. LOL. Every single day that I wake up to, its the same old routine of waking up, taking breakfast and sit my lazy bump on the chair, facing this 2 years old antique laptop, browsing sites such as thestar.com.my, malaysiakini.com, chan lilian's blog, anil's blog and some good old fashion malay daily, bharian.com.my. Don't ask me why, I don't know why. Guess being CK explains why I am so attracted to reading the news, keeping myself updated to the most current issues relating to politics, economics and society. Hmmm... anyway, there nothing bad about it right? I don't want to be ill-informed about the current issues. Hahahaa...
Continuing from keeping myself updated to the news, I proceed to browse sidereel.com. For your info, its a site where you can check on your favorite tv series such as one tree hill, CSI, CSI Miami, NCIS, Criminal Minds, Prison Break, Supernatural and the likes. Hmmm... coming to this site to stream for previous episode its kinda tough too. Well, I can't decide which series to watch. All I can think of is, CSI, NCIS or Criminal Minds. Heck, I think I'm really attracted to murder, rape, the authority, investigations, court cases and the likes. Hahaha...
That made think a lot recently. I wonder where I would be now if I'd actually taken up law instead of business, following the advice of many of my previous secondary school teacher to me. The advice is still fresh in mind, the ones from Datin and LKL suggesting law to me. Sigh... if only I could turn back time.
Anyhow, I made a list of things I would do if I could turn back time.
1. If I could turn back time, I would have really taken up law. Serious, no joke. I like law. Law and order is what makes me and you human, though that may not be the case all the time. Law today means it protects those politically and economically powerful. And I think I'd have done well if I'd taken up law. Come on, its inherent in me that I enjoy arguing, debating, bickering just to prove that I'm right. CK is always right, right? Hahahaha... (okayla, maybe not)
2. If I could turn back time, I would really want to know her earlier and I would really want to know her better. Well, by all means, she is not a subject for me to study or learn. I just wish I knew her better as I don't have the chance now. Maybe the chance is still there, perhaps I'm too coward to take up that chance. Well, its the past. Nothing that I say now is gonna change the past. I just wished I had said the things that matters most during the time when it mattered most. Sigh...
3. If I could turn back time, I don't wanna be weird la. Hahahaha. I do really think I am weird. Well, I know each individual is unique as itself. But I am just plain weird. I just can't explain it. Arghhh!!! What am I talking about? Just change.
4. If I could turn back time, I really would want to apologize to all I've hurt or insinuated. Whatever I said or did, I was just being CK. Heck, I probably didn't mean what I said at that time. I was might be stressed out or pissed off.
That's all I could think of. I mean if I could turn back time, that wouldn't be all that I'd want to do. There could be more, I just couldn't think of it now.
That made think a lot recently. I wonder where I would be now if I'd actually taken up law instead of business, following the advice of many of my previous secondary school teacher to me. The advice is still fresh in mind, the ones from Datin and LKL suggesting law to me. Sigh... if only I could turn back time.
Anyhow, I made a list of things I would do if I could turn back time.
1. If I could turn back time, I would have really taken up law. Serious, no joke. I like law. Law and order is what makes me and you human, though that may not be the case all the time. Law today means it protects those politically and economically powerful. And I think I'd have done well if I'd taken up law. Come on, its inherent in me that I enjoy arguing, debating, bickering just to prove that I'm right. CK is always right, right? Hahahaha... (okayla, maybe not)
2. If I could turn back time, I would really want to know her earlier and I would really want to know her better. Well, by all means, she is not a subject for me to study or learn. I just wish I knew her better as I don't have the chance now. Maybe the chance is still there, perhaps I'm too coward to take up that chance. Well, its the past. Nothing that I say now is gonna change the past. I just wished I had said the things that matters most during the time when it mattered most. Sigh...
3. If I could turn back time, I don't wanna be weird la. Hahahaha. I do really think I am weird. Well, I know each individual is unique as itself. But I am just plain weird. I just can't explain it. Arghhh!!! What am I talking about? Just change.
4. If I could turn back time, I really would want to apologize to all I've hurt or insinuated. Whatever I said or did, I was just being CK. Heck, I probably didn't mean what I said at that time. I was might be stressed out or pissed off.
That's all I could think of. I mean if I could turn back time, that wouldn't be all that I'd want to do. There could be more, I just couldn't think of it now.
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